Friday, March 31, 2006
I WANNA PULL ALL MY HAIR OUT.
COMMON TEST SUCKED. SERIOUSLY. UGHH. no confidence in passing a single ppr. even math. how can this be??? WWWWHHHHYYYY. so so so disappointed with myself. chi; okay, bt norm i dont pass. gp; tough. gave up at e beginning of e ppr &crapped my way through. phy; forgot ALL e definitions. struggled through calculation questions. math; 1st question couldnt do already. econs; couldnt write much for essay. forgot e points. SPA; got all e values of e constants WRONG. panicked when e examiner came next to me to watch. I JUST WANT AN AO LVL PASS FOR A PPRS & AT LEAST A C6 FOR AO PPRS. )=
i dont want to live with it anymore. why cant everyone just give &take and NOT take take take! i dont know who my true friends are. disagreements, black faces, tempers...
going in e wrong direction agn. just realised a while ago. lucky i went a few miles. (: time to take e U-TURN. when am i gonna see tht sign? e one ive been trying to get to for quite some time.
played pool tday! 1st time in dunno how many months! yay! im getting better!!! wheeeeeeee... haha. i think playing tmr agn! :D
fo u ndm y se l f& r an a way
@ 8:59 PM
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