Sunday, April 16, 2006
shit. i cant be thinking bout tht all e time. it will affect me, like how it has before. my behaviour towards him will change. well, it must change. i cant go along thinkng tht way anymore.
i dont wanna be smth u can fall back on as &when u want, u knw? e just in case type. ughh.
fo u ndm y se l f& r an a way
@ 12:39 AM
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