Sunday, May 14, 2006
i saw him on monday. i was walking in his direction. at first i caught a glimpse of him &thought it was just a lookalike. e moment i walked past, i heard someone call me. i turned &thn he said 'hi'. &i said 'oh. er... hi.' &thn i hurried off. omg. it must have seemed wrong. whts more was tht he wasnt alone. hmmm.. dont knw exactly how i felt. i guess it was a little of everything. glad? sad? regret? hate? i really dont knw.
had sports day a few days ago. at tp agn! yays. much closer to home! (= it was alright. quite boring though. e rain delayed some events &it ended later than e supposed 5.15pm. hmmm.. after tht had early dinner at macs w hannah, laura, jamas &salman. thn went home..
how come there's so much fuss abt one person? y is he/she affecting so many ppl? cant he/she just leave us all alone.
carnival in a wk's time! wonder how s5 is gonna fare cos nth seems to have started. as in all e planning.. hmmm.. y am i e only one who seems to worry for e class? haha. those ppl who i asked to come &support, better do ah! u knw who u r. lols!
went to laguna just now for lunch. mom drove me &sis there to meet dad after his game, thn she went to play. i miss tht place so much. havent been there for months. i rmb whn i was young, still in pri sch, i would go there every sunday for swimming lessons w my cousins. yup! would spend my whole sunday there while e adults went to play golf, from abt 9 to 5? hmmm.. we would swim for hours, before &after class. playing at e fountain, splashing in e pool &always thinking of new ways to go down e slide. after tht we would have our tea time at e cafe &play in e children's room! i rmb at one time we made frens w 2 japanese kids. played &swam w them for a few months until one day they told us they were going back to japan. )= i was quite sad. lost 2 great friends. hmmm.. wonder how they are doing now.. after e adults have finished, both families, my cousins's n mine would go have dinner tgt. sundays were e best. (=
fo u ndm y se l f& r an a way
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